Post by kayla carter larson on Jul 30, 2013 12:49:42 GMT -5
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[rs=2] | First thing you need to know about me is I’m unique; I try to be myself and keep it real as much as possible. Ever since I was little, I wasn’t one to follow the crowd. I keep my own style, clothes and personality and show it through everything I do. I don’t need anyone telling me what to do and what to wear, or who to hang out with, so don’t do it. I like to just be myself and not to follow the crowd, but back home I was with a good crowd, so I guess it works? I don’t really know, I have my friends and that is all that matters. Anyways, I tend to be called the sweetheart of my friends. Sure i have my days like anyone else but i'm a normally happy person, very little can bring this girl down. Being a sweetheart, I can't hate anyone unless they do something to me. I can't look at someone and start judging them, it isn't fair and right. So don't judge. I do help people when they need me. I'm the type of person that drops everything when someone is in need, which comes as good in life as well as bad. Sure i love to help people but sometimes it get too much. I think of myself to be powerful when it comes to help but in reality i only have two arms and two legs. I'm not super-human, although i wish i was. Helping people is something i like to do, it put someone in the right hands and a smile on their face. It makes me feel good about myself and it helps them out a lot. It makes me feel warm inside, like i'm meant for something in this world. Sure i'm also good for other things but it makes a difference in your world to help someone out at least once, i know it did. When i helped, it opened my eyes, to see what other people go through, now my life isn't as bad as i thought. I’m always known to be one of the guys. Hey, I grew up with four step brothers and a twin brother; you cannot blame me for that. I’ve always been one to like sports, but I’ll never play any of them. Sure, I can throw a ball and catch but I’m not one to be competitive. So I never joined anything, I mostly watch with my brothers. But I found other things to be compassionate about, dance is the biggest on mostly. But I’m still a girl at heart; I love clothes and shoes, long walks on the beach, dancing and getting dressed up. I will wear a dress; I have no problem with that. I guess you can say I act like the guys, but I can be a lady. Classy. But I’m not all innocent, don’t get me wrong. I’m good at getting parents on my side, but I can party just like the rest of the kids. Which brings me to why I’m in this town, but that is a story for later my friends. Creativity. I’ve been known for my creativity, my good ideas on what to do for a rainy day. I can come up with anything and everything, try me. Also I tend to be good with my words, my lies. I can be a good liar, which sometimes catches up to me. But I can be good at advice. In fact, everyone comes to me for advice and to be cheered up. But I don’t mind, in fact, I just find enjoyment out of making people smile when they are going through a rough time, just makes my day a million times brighter. But I’m the one to just smile and other people just love to return, my smile is contagious. And then if you get me to laugh, you are a goner, I will make you forget your troubles. I’m usually always in a good mood, so that always helps. It’s very rare to catch me in a bad mood unless I really don’t like you. I'm also good at remembering things, and I really never forgets anything unless i'm deep in thought about something. But i have many bad things, like i won't remember you name at first but when we become friends i'm like oh right that's your name. Sorry if it's kinda mean, i don't mean too. Sometimes i'm just to crazy and get outta hand. Also i don't know when to back off, i try to help you as much as i can and then you tell me you’re okay, i'll keep asking. i just want to make sure everything is better. I am bad at learning when to back off, I’m sorry about that. I have a good photographic memory, that’s what makes school so easy sometimes. But I’m not perfect, I have my weakness. Like, I don’t know what to do when I’m in trouble. When my friend is mad at me, it’s like the end of the world and I would do anything to patch up the relationship. Relationships, I’m bad at them. I can’t ever tell when a guy likes me, so don’t ask please. Family is the most important thing to me, although I've let them all down. Let’s just say I got caught in the wrong crowd in the city of Chicago and that is why I’m here now. I have five brothers, four step brothers and a twin. I really miss them, I can’t really ever live without them and now I am. My twin Brandon is my other half and I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do in this small town without him, ehh I guess go insane. So my brothers are back home and I’m stuck here, with my father. Let us say we are not on good terms and since I screwed things up with my mom, she sent me here. Okay, let’s start from the beginning; I’ll give you the short version. My brother and I were born on December 10th to my father, Max Greenings and my mother Renee Larson. My mother had kids from a previous marriage, but that man left her. My father and she had been best friends since forever, but my dad had always loved her and been someone in the background, even when she was dating one of his really good friends. After high school, she got pregnant, they got married. After he left her, my father comforted her, just like any friend would. One thing led to another and well you know how that works. Growing up was difficult, being the only girl and all. But I lived, somehow. My dad taught me many things, for one, how to play the piano. I would play with him and we would write duets, that would be my childhood, spend at the piano. But when I was twelve, my father left us, just like his best friend. I don’t know why he did it but he left my mother in ruins. After that, I quit the piano and never touched the keys again. In fact, I sold the piano we had back home. He moved back to where he grew up. Sure, he sent letters, I never read any of them, my heart couldn't take it. This is why we aren’t on good terms, my mother was a wreck. I will never forget that. Now I have to live with the man and I don’t want to grow attached, he might leave me. Okay that's it about me, i'm done right? Yeah that sounds like it sums it up. |
shannon. eighteen. really long time. |